~~What did I get myself into???~~

OK, I'm not sure how it happened, but, you are reading something written by the new VP of the PTO!!! I am beginning to think that I should of never answered the phone the day before we left on our trip. Thoughts of packing and the fear of flying just made me a total mess that day, and what happened next I will never forget.. the phone rings and it's a lady that I have met from Skyler's Girl Scout group asking me if I would like to help out w/the PTO.... Not really thinking I said sure, what can I do to help.... [thinking it would be very easy part]----boy, was I wrong....She then tells me that the part that needs to be filled is the VP, and then the guilt trip set in, no one else wants to play this role. So, what do I say?? Ummmmmmm, sure I'll do this.. It did not sink in what this all meant to me till later [maybe a few days later]..... if only I could go back in time and say 'no'... Here's the sad thing though, I asked if I could have someone help me w/this part [because, I have learned that the VP is the person who does the BIGGEST fund raiser at school]..and has anyone stepped up to help me?? NO!!!;-( I'll let you know how it all goes...... Wish me luck!!!